BACK from the DEAD!

I've decided to continue blogging but the updates will not be as frequent.

Blogging is a good way to express my inner feelings since I was never good at expressing myself. and that's kinda annoying sometimes. Blogging is a good way of spending your time especially when u read back on your past post and smile,laugh at how stupid or what a fun time you had or even criticise yourself.

A brief update as to where and how I am right now.

I m currently studying Accounting and Finance at University of Warwick. The course is not bad so far, safe to say, I m not all that lost. I just feel that I did not do myself justice by participating in societies or trying to find a part-time job to make full use of my campus life here. It's like my parents are paying a huge sum of money to send me here to SLEEP. I m so freaking disappointed in myself. Guess for now i should just concentrate on my studies.

I have realized that I m not as sociable or outgoing as before. I tend to just do my own things in my lonely room with no flatmates as friends. Sometimes it makes me wonder how would it have been if I had bothered fitting in with them, and chat more with them at the start of the term. My friends here have different interest as well. Somehow, it's just not as easy to connect with them as to how i did with my frens back in secondary school and college. Advises to me is that I should try to broaden my circle of friends and try to find someone who I can click well with but that's not easy at all. =( It's difficult to find someone whoe cares about you as much as you care about them.

I m currently feeling shitty right now probably because I m pms-ing and things are not going very well here. Whenever things are not done, I will feel frustrated. i ahve a business planning presentation next Monday and my ANNOYING 3 members are not putting in effort to make it happen. Only 3 *me and anotehr 2 members* are doing the job. constant FB post and text will just get rpelies like "ok, will do that", "i'm so sorry but i cant make it cos i'm ill" why the hell are you poeple getting ill so often or it's just an excuse not to wake up from your cosy bed after PARTYING ALL NIGHT! how many SORRYs have you given me and you are STILL not doing anywork when i asked today. GOSH! this is soooo frustrating. and it becomes worse when other people tell me they are almost done with their presentation slides. *kills myself* why m i teamed up with ppl like that? PLEASE TELL ME WHY!

Other than that, Warwick is a beautiful place. I really can't wait for spring to come and see the flowers bloom! It's going to be SUPERBLY PRETTY! <3 at least it's sunny right now! =) brightens up the mood

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