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* Elaine Tee
* 20 omg!
* Warwick Uni, UK
* camwhore (sometimes) XD
* very lazy =p
* needs to exercise..
* wanna go to the beach!~ Pulau Perhentian!
* will always advise people to enjoy their secondary school life
* OMG Get a job in the UK/ London!br> * wants to go USA for hols

♥ loves

~ shopping
~ pink
~ reading fiction books
~ making people happy
~ glittery stuff
~ macha ice cream
~classical music

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Thursday, February 17, 2011
UOB results T.T

I just got back my results for UOB and it's so bad. I know I did not do very well since it's essay style but deep inside me, I really hoped it to be at least a 60. Now that I saw it was 58, my tears just naturally flow out and it wont stop. ah! so annoying! and i m in the library. Thank god for the pack of tissue i have...

I am just feeling so bad right now. Reading the feedback again.

"This essay makes a clear attempt to build an argument on the role of leadership with respect to staff motivation. You could further profit from using more examples to support your line of argument. However, your essay needs development, especially with reference to engaging with a more detailed and critical application of motivation theories to the discussion. Also, be careful with using existing material and research uncritically, such as the issue of gender related assertions with respect to autocratic issues."

Kinda knew I needed more examples. hmmm, need more development on motivational theories. ok, on the gender part, I agree was a bit wrong but I just ignored it. so in the end, it's because I did not put in extra effort into doing the essay. =(

i really can't imagine what i m going to get for my econs essay now. most probably going to fail it since i put lesser effort into doing that.

Then again, it's my first academic essay that I've written, I should really learn from the remarks. Being more critical and use more examples to develop my points. Be more mature in terms of thought and writing style. Always only write points that can be referenced with. REMEMBER THIS ELAINE TEE!

Remind to self: Your parents sent you here to study. Stop SLACKING!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011
PMSey mood...

Ah, i just slept for 12 hours straight and i still feel a little tired. think cos my menstrual might be coming. -,- siens.. no wonder i have been feeling so down and always want to be alone lately.although i woke up in time for a lecture today, i decided not to go as i m not in the right mind to go. Even if i did, I will prob not learn anything so i had mee goreng for breakfast and will be leaving for the library soon! ah! Business law test in exactly A WEEK...

I m suppose to be aplying for internship in msia but i havent even written my cover letter. I just need to start but it's just so difficult to start. i dunno how am i going to apply for summer internship next year.

OOOooo, i just received a small gift from 4 of my college friends. =) it's quite pretty and a guy was the one who chose it. ahah! not bad la! eugene. and thanks michelle for doing the card for me, i love that picture of us future housemate! =)

Maybe i should post on my birthday next to brighten up my mood. ah hate the feel of PMSing...

Monday, February 14, 2011
BACK from the DEAD!

I've decided to continue blogging but the updates will not be as frequent.

Blogging is a good way to express my inner feelings since I was never good at expressing myself. and that's kinda annoying sometimes. Blogging is a good way of spending your time especially when u read back on your past post and smile,laugh at how stupid or what a fun time you had or even criticise yourself.

A brief update as to where and how I am right now.

I m currently studying Accounting and Finance at University of Warwick. The course is not bad so far, safe to say, I m not all that lost. I just feel that I did not do myself justice by participating in societies or trying to find a part-time job to make full use of my campus life here. It's like my parents are paying a huge sum of money to send me here to SLEEP. I m so freaking disappointed in myself. Guess for now i should just concentrate on my studies.

I have realized that I m not as sociable or outgoing as before. I tend to just do my own things in my lonely room with no flatmates as friends. Sometimes it makes me wonder how would it have been if I had bothered fitting in with them, and chat more with them at the start of the term. My friends here have different interest as well. Somehow, it's just not as easy to connect with them as to how i did with my frens back in secondary school and college. Advises to me is that I should try to broaden my circle of friends and try to find someone who I can click well with but that's not easy at all. =( It's difficult to find someone whoe cares about you as much as you care about them.

I m currently feeling shitty right now probably because I m pms-ing and things are not going very well here. Whenever things are not done, I will feel frustrated. i ahve a business planning presentation next Monday and my ANNOYING 3 members are not putting in effort to make it happen. Only 3 *me and anotehr 2 members* are doing the job. constant FB post and text will just get rpelies like "ok, will do that", "i'm so sorry but i cant make it cos i'm ill" why the hell are you poeple getting ill so often or it's just an excuse not to wake up from your cosy bed after PARTYING ALL NIGHT! how many SORRYs have you given me and you are STILL not doing anywork when i asked today. GOSH! this is soooo frustrating. and it becomes worse when other people tell me they are almost done with their presentation slides. *kills myself* why m i teamed up with ppl like that? PLEASE TELL ME WHY!

Other than that, Warwick is a beautiful place. I really can't wait for spring to come and see the flowers bloom! It's going to be SUPERBLY PRETTY! <3 at least it's sunny right now! =) brightens up the mood